Listen to your heart.

Sunday, August 20, 2006

2dae woke up at 1++!!! hahaha...tired ar..wake up onli...go order pizza!!! woohoo....ma sis paying aniwae...haha...eat sum pizza...den solat zohor after dat...hmm..den guess wat..?? after solat...i slept again!!! ahha....woke up at 6...n solat asar...den lek2 on bed....after maghrib did ma hwk n iron ma uniforms....WTH!!! dunno hw 2 do accounting hwk sia...irritating sia...hahaha....den i was bullied at home...realli kena bullied....until i cried ma heart out...no one was there to secure me...NO ONE!!! not even ma daddy...i wasnt throwing tantrums...bt i juz needed help...juz a minor help...was dat wrong...? i cried n cried....until i cant even hear myself...it was so drastic...muz dis really happen...if u haf agreed to help me...all dis wont happen...now..argued again...ARGUE!!! ARGUE!!! ARGUE!!! im tired..im juz tired... =::( is dis d end of our relationship...?? it has alwaes been ma fault...MA FAULT!!! MA FAULT!! MA FAULT!!! really...? im also confused...i juz lets nature take its course...wen sumthin is meant 4 u...it will b urs...argued again 2nyte...last nyte we ok oleady...haizz...nvm...i will juz keep quiet...coz i noe dis is KARMA...haizz...u said now im rude 2 u n dun tink abt ur feelings anymore....i myself noe it....even ma parenz see d change in me....why?? bcoz im tired...no one cares 4 me...no one respect me...no one ever tink abt ma feelings...den why should i bother abt others?? i noe wen u read dis..u will 4 sure scold me n sae...u care n tink abt ma feelings....i noe u had.bt nw our relationship is different...its getting worse! dunno y....juz accepting it...to me...now im stronger...coz i want 2 stand on my own feet...haizz...
to my 2 darlings...where r u gals...??? nani...where r u?? haf u forgotten me coz u haf new frenz...??? elyna...where r u?? r u still bz...? i mizz u guyz lotz....where r u??? haizz....
dats all i gues..wanie signing off..DAH!!
=WaNie=

Just Listen...Coz The Heart Says It All..