Monday, June 30, 2008
27.06.08
went sch halfway thru...
leave class at 2...
met BABES at j.e...
and i was late...
went straight to redhill...
took bus to go there...
collect the cert...
and now wanie is holding....
DIPLOMA IN BUSINESS ADMINISTRATION
huahuahua....!!!
=D
and now i dont know wat to do with my life...
to just continue schooling and get another diploma
or
to quit school and just work with the cert i have now..
so...wat should i do?
all these make me crazy!!!
after collect the cert...wen back to the rundown interchange
then we were so stress looking for a place for lepaking and satisfy our hunger...
haha...
lia and i onli got 10 bux...bt! fanah rich that day...coz baru dpt gaji woi....haha
pikir punye pikir...smpai peluh meleleh leleh...in the end we decided to go....
CHANGI AIRPORT...!!
haha...
dlm byk2 tempat pegi airport ehk..haha...
ask nisah along...
reach airport terus gi crk popeye..haha...
we went ard the WHOLE airport for ard 1 hr like dat...
until we were so damn exhausted...
tnye org nie tnye org tu mane popeye...haha
kite nie dh mcm foreigners gituk...
haha...
then...at last!!
dpt jmpe..haha...
we ate for ard 1 hr jgk gitu...
best! =D
then we went off to starbucks...
bought our drinks and lepak...
=)
dunno wat to do...den we use ma lappy...
and!!! nisah yg pakai paling lame!
ntah benda cine ape kebenda die crk...
den tot of joining alamak or mirc to chat and kacau2 org...
tp tk leh connect..haha
in d end chat kat aku nye msn je...
tried to use video call...bt mine cannot...
saket je ati!!
den we fed up oleadi...we just took pix using ma webcam...
haha...
tu pn kite tk reti pakai...
nk amek gambar so kite pose lar kan...den dh picit capture....
kite pn heran ar asl dh lame kite pose tp gitu jgk...pix die tk kluar..
guess wat??
rupe2 nye...KITE AMEK VIDEO LAR!!
haha...
we are so d kental!! haha
den after dat we went home...
i reached hme ard 12++
28.06.08
went to work as usual...
after work met BF..
tot i was meeting him alone..bt! he brought all his clan!!
so disappointed...
tot if meet him alone..we can sit down and talk...
coz it has been a very long tym since we last tok...
so heartbroken i tell u...
i was quiet all the way...
den i went hme...
29.06.08
went to work as usual...
werk was hectic!!
i worked 8 hrs without any food in ma stomach!
d customers will not stop coming in!!
irritated sia...
everytime when there is no customer,it will onli last for 5 mins...
then alot of people again!
gosh!
aku rase drg nie dh kaya sgt tau mkn bk....haha...
den wen hme...
tot of sleeping damn early ard 9 like dat..
bt end up sleeping ard 12++...
oh yar...last nyte...i put ma niece on top of a cabinet...then i scare her for awhile..
i switch off d lite and left her there...in 2 sec i go there back...she already jumped down the cabinet!!
gosh!! ma heart jump up sia!!
naseb baek die tkde ape2...
melalak mcm nk rak siot...
haha...
felt so guilty...
time tdo manje2 dgn die...
k dats all for my weekend....boring weekend as usual...and now im in class...very d sleepy...always sleepy one...haha....
waiting for a miracle to happen....
dats all for now...wanie signing off...DAH!!!
=WaNie=
Labels: countdown...35 days...
Thursday, June 26, 2008
received a mail from school...i so hated the mail...gosh!!!they didnt receive my application form...and now i have to pay them...BINGIT!!!from one problem leads to another...so...there's no ending to my problems...why am i being tested this way? Dear God..u noe dat i lack iman so y God..? y??=WaNie=Labels: countdown...39 days...
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
well...the ending for yesterdae was onli okok.at ferst, wen in class i was pissed off wif BF...he kept asking me wat tym will i end class..how d heck should i noe! d onli thing i noe is that the class will be ending late...coz all the presentations were so slow! so damn fed up ok!after the class ended, straight away i called him...den he said ok.he's otw...so i was like rushing doing ma evaluation and quiz. i rush thru them like flash! rush2...in the end i still have to wait for him for 15 min!!! BINGIT!!! while waiting i already have made up ma mind...ask him just to send me hme...geram sak...ingt balek pn buat aku geram...he came oleadi..no sori no nothing! first thing he asked...lapar? ape lgk wanie ckp lapar n jeling him!den off we go..i realli have no idea where d hell he was goin...i didnt even look at him....geram ar! we were on d road almost 1 hr sia...sakit pantat aku...in d end we went to simpang bedok....at last got to eat my fish n chip...n guess wat? wanie sorang nye mknan je $10 sak!! tu tk termasuk air seh...dpt mkn wanie ok oleadi...bt just dun feel happy animore...i guess wat ma friend said is true..."dont look forward for something...if u look forward for it, it will turn bad"...i can guarantee dat it is 100% true!the very2 old wanie is here back....-feel like smoking again-feel like drinking-feel like slashing my wrist- dun feel like talking to anybody- feel like running from everybodyi so feel yucky ok!! gosh! urgh! p.s.: d more i love u d more we are further apart....=WaNie=Labels: countdown...40 days....
Tuesday, June 24, 2008
weeeee!!!!~~~im so happy today!!! firstly...im meeting ma BF!!! haha!! IM HAPPY!!!secondly...the faci changed our grp members...n d people in ma grp are d people i can click wif!!! SO HAPPY!!BUT...!i will not know the outcome at the end of d dae..will i still be as happy as now? or d opposite? i dunno..hope it will turn out good..dats all i wanna blog...take care bloggers....=WaNie=Labels: countdown...41 days...
Monday, June 23, 2008
21.06.08
worked as usual...
ma manager was shocked to see me come early for the first time....
wakakaka!!!
it was hectic
stupid customer who wants to eat her hashbrowns using 5 forks!!!
toopid customer!!
she made a big trouble there n then....
her husband joined forces wif her...
it i were her children i will just get up and leave sia...
i will be very damn embarassed wif that kind of parents...
served a mly fed ex guy...ard ma bro's age is guess...
he said.."kak...saye nak...bla bla bla..."
i replied..."ok..btw im adk not kakak...."
he said..."ok, kak!"
besarnye kurang ajar!!! lgk boleh senyum sak...
den he wanted to go off oleadi..
i said "ok.here u go.thx u.enjoy ur meal"
he replied "ok.thx ehk kak.i will see u ard ok."
n i replied "ok.and its adk!!!"
he just went off and smile..
besar nye jahat!!!
after he left i asked muthu,"eh muthu! muke aku nie tua sgt ke?"
he said "tk ar.muke 18 ar."
k i trust him.hahah!!!
den im suppose to go off at 3.
den at 3 oleadi i said to ma manager..."i go ar"
"later lar...wait for me lar"...
"wat tym can i go?"
"wait.wait.i count ur money first"
"ok.make sure after dat i can go ar.."
"ok.ok."
"wanie, i go toilet first.later then u can go."
after he came back.."wait ar..i mopped d floor first"..
guess wat??
in d end i was allowed to leave nearing to 4!!!
temper je aku!
thats all i guess for d dae...another thing ma bro go n use ma lappy together wif his friends...KNNCCB!
and another thing...at 11++ met up wif BF.. =DD hehe...
22.06.08
supposed to work at 8...tp memandang kan it was raining..
i called up at worked and said im goin in at 9!! haha
mls gituk...haha....
work was ok...
afternoon...got one aunty...spoke mandarin...so i ask a colleague to attend to her..
she asked damn lots of questions ok...ask dis meal lar...dat meal lar...
in d end she bought onli 1 meal...crap aunty!!
some more she got a bad breathe man! really bad!
till ma colleague covered her nose man..gosh!
sianx ar all these customers...
den RJ worked together wif me..his post was beside me...
den ma manger closed ma post an hour b4 i go home...
den RJ said dis.."hey..y u close her post? i want to be wif her!"
haha...seram kejap wanie..
den i did d dining...den went back to counter...
n RJ like "hey! u r back. =)"
i was extended till 530...as usual..
im always kena extend...sakit je ati!!
wen im going back...RJ was having his break...
den he ask me this.."how long u wif ur bf?"
"can i see ur hp?"
i just answered his qn...and in ma mind..
dh knape dgn bdk nie nari...asyik2 nk mengepit aje...
pastu asyik tnye psl mataer aku..confuse siot!
oh well....
k now...abt 2dae....in class rite now...dunno wat to blog...
btw babes..fadh misses us..haha...
one thing i wanna sae abt maself..wanie is a person who easily get tired of something...and now im tired of something which i cant sae it out here...so...im just tired of dat thing oleadi...how ar??
dunno wat to do animore....
=WaNie=
Labels: countdown...42 days...
Friday, June 20, 2008
very very lethargic today...stoopid medicine!! waste my $$ onli...no use at all..! tot of not coming to school...AGAIN..haha...i woke up at ard 6.20 and there was a thunderstorm...so i tot by d tym i woke up again and get ready for sch, the thunderstorm WONT stop..so i was smiling wen i went back to sleep....to my astonishment...the rain totally stop!!! gosh! dgn malas nye aku bangun and get ready to school...seriously...i was taking ma own sweet tym to get ready sia...dats how i am..wen im lazy to go somewhere...i will just take ma tym to get ready...oh well...so...here i am...blogging from ma classroom...hhmm...wat to blog...hhmm....2molow, there's a gathering with the F & N peeps with ms zarina...too bad im working(dis actualy isnt d reason for me nt to go)...hahaha! k...seriously..i do not wat to blog..so...farewell people!..have a nice weekend ahead!! =D=WaNie=Labels: countdown...45 days...
Thursday, June 19, 2008
veri down recently...eemm...actually REALLY REALLY DOWN...im speechless...nothing else to say...i will just let nature take its course...i wanna be alone now...really! dun want to be pestered at all...arrhh!!! blank ar now....i so hate d beginning of todae!! urgh! d smoke of cigarrette was being puffed at ma face...TWICE!! YES! TWICE!! stupid smokers!!! really man! im going to pangkah all these smokers man! bodoh people! irritating! today feel so sianx is because its d module of d zombie facilitator who ask too much qns...who doesnt have the skills of a facilitator...! crap facilitator...drk aku suke dtg class nie terus jdk tk ingin langsung sak nk msk class!! on a lighter note...now my thinking towards d blacks have changed! (close friends of mine will noe which black people im talking abt)... gosh! i cant believe dis..can u guys believe dis? if u guys believe dis u guys are crazy! wakaka...coz im crazy as well! since i've been working, i have more black peeps...when im out i keep lookin at hot black guys...n now in sch im kinda close wif a black guy! aarhh!!! im CRAZY! i cant believe im doing all these crap!! where's d old wanie?? where are u wanie?? wanie have changed! and i dont like dis change...gosh! k...now wanie have to transform...TRANSFORMING....NOW IN PROGRESS....yeay!!! wanie is back!!! now wanie wont look at those guys animore...dun get too close with those people...be like the old wanie...yes d old attitude of wanie!! haha...on tuesdae, after sch went to BF's crib...hope u guys wont think differently...now ma BF is a living skeleton..i cant even pinch him..where's ma bodybuilder???...ate at his crib...slack..watch tv...listen to songs and xchanging songs....den go home BF's mum sent me till amk int.i was so not maself lorh...wif all d sopan santun...gosh!!...took cab home...walauweh...d cab's fare really burn a BIG BIG hole in ma pocket...den yesterdae didnt go to sch...bought some medicine for maself...and now...I AM TOTALLY BROKE...A BANKCRUPT I AM...so peeps..wait till d 7 next mth aite..hehe...quoted by shahidah "wanie,untung seh ko.ade mataer, lame pulak tu..ade motor...btl nye untung seh ko.."..i so want to feel this "untung" all the time...do i have wat it takes?=WaNie=Labels: countdown...46 days...
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
k...this post will be all about smoking...im sowie if im offending d readers out there...
rite now i am so detest-ing smokers...(im sowie to d peeps of mine that smoke)...
i just cant take it anymore!! while walking from woodlands to school CONFIRM + CHOP so many students smoking...both gals n guys...and i also hate d sight of gals smoking...so d not perempuan ok!! (sowie sandra)...
i also hate guys who smoke + use perfume + still have their masam smell of their ketiak...yucks!!! yucks BIG TIME!!!
arrrhhH!!!! u guys are so hurting urself!! gosh! and i felt it too coz people ard me are smoking!!
please stop smoking...if not i wont love/like you guys animore.. BLUEK!!
p.s.: im dying in dis rotten class...=WaNie=Labels: i need a doc...
Friday, June 13, 2008
ooh..i so miss going to school...urgh! eemm...pls dun get me wrong...it aint RP of course...bt ITE Clementi...miss going to that run down school so much man!!!i was looking through my pictures and i was looking through the pictures i took wif ma BABES n d HUNK...i cried a little...i miss my FRIENDS so so much...when can i get to hear their laughter again? when can i see their teary eyes? when can i see nisah sleeping in class ever again? when can i see wanee being crazy and almost fell down from the 3rd floor? when can i see lia's d first to reach class? when can i see iffah's moody face every tuesdae? when can i see fadh's reading d papers while d teacher is teaching ever again? when can i ever see fanah's blur2 face early morning? W.H.E.N????? AARRHHH!!!how i wish i have the power to turn back tym..d onli tym i want to turn is d tym i spend wif ma FRIENDS...and how i wish i have the power to return to d tym we did our exams..so that all of us pass wif flying colors...so that now we can be in poly TOGETHER....be in d same class...be in d same course...that will just make my life WONDERFUL...really...k..im sorie for emo-ing...haha...now..im very sleepy and have a bad headache!! slept late again last nyte...ingt nk tdo siang...tp in d end lambt jgk...hehe....great nyte last nyte...memperbodohkan org..wanie jahat! hehe...dats all for today...wanie signing off...dah!!=WaNie=
Thursday, June 12, 2008
my dearest friend, dun u realise that some people out there are MERAJUK at u..MERAJUK at ur attitude...MERAJUK at ur ignorance...MERAJUK that u weren't there for SMALL people like us who still evolves around your world...what's with you?? gosh!!as for today..met BF for breakfast...he was sleepy so was i..."ayg maseh tdo?"..."ah emm...asl?".."alah...tkpelar...gi tdo je k..."..."k.tp asl kol?i ngantok...".."nk ajak u pegi breakfast...dh lar..tkpe.dh ngantok tdo je."..."ok.kat ne nk jmpe? kul brape? mkn ape?"..."eh!! tdk org tu kate ngantok nk tdo.."..."tk,tk.i drk tdk dh bgn.kk...i gi mandi.bye"...hahaha!!! get d conversation? haha...pasal mkn terus wanie bgn! hahaha...after breakfast...we tot want to have a lepak session...den skali ma mum called and asked me to accompany her to pasar...kacau daun aje lar..!hehe...after going pasar...ma mum asked..."adk nk balek naek bus?"..."tk yah tk yah...naek taxi.adk byr!"...dgn confident lar wanie jwb..n guess wat ma mum replied? "ade hati nk byr taxi fare,tdk baru je hutang 10 dolar dgn aku"...haha...tu tk psl tau....den got a taxi oleadi...msk je wanie tnye uncle taxi, "uncle, u got NETS not?"..."dun haf ar."..hah! MAMPOS! wallet wanie kosong...kosong kering nye seh! ape lgk...malu lgk mintak mak aku yg byr..tdk confident nk byr! wakkakakka...all dae long i just slacked at home and play my PSP...so sianx bahx...today i intend not to use too much of ma comp...save electricity bahx...ma bro n sis have use damn lots of electricity recently...nw im trying very hard to save electricity bahx...bt quite hard...coz im addicted to chatting in msn...hehe...aarhh!! cant believe that nxt wk sch will reopens...urgh!what else ehk i want to blog? now creative have a sale going on...and im dying to own one of the mp3..bt too bad..cant afford it eventhough its on sale...yar i noe im pathetic...that's life for me.. =) i cant even afford to pay back ma debt wif a FRIEND...u noe hu u r my FRIEND...im sorry babe....my life is empty now...communication btw me and BF also just random chats...no more FEELING in our communication...its either "u tgh buat ape?bz? oh..ok...k lar...tk gangu...take care..miss u so much..." ...hah...tu je lar...i cant blame him though...he's ma beau and i love him so so much....its ma fault aniwae...he didnt like somethings bt yet i still do it...why i do it? because i need d FREEDOM... =)oh well...nvm...wanie now stronger...i will stand on my own feet... =Ddh lar...i dunno wat to blog animore...wanie signing off..DAH!!=WaNie=Labels: gdbye swensen...perhaps nxt tym...
did nothing at all todae....woke up at 6pm!!! haha...tired lar...tired of doing nothing i guess...haha....this week past so fast...really fast..and now thursdae oleadi...and next week sch's reopen..oh...i so dreading this...sianx....didnt hear ma BF voice at all today...this is d 2nd tym dis happen...i miss him so much...yar yar....i noe ppl tired to hear i sae dat...haha..wat to do....wanie kan peyayang org nye...wakakaka!!!!btw....london weight management called me earlier on and asked me to finish up my remaining sessions..oh..i so lazy to go there..haha...bkn nye berkesan...buang duit aku aje! poodah!!...told BF abt d london thingy..and he said just forget it lar...haha...he was shocked when i told him dat i woke up at 6...haha...anak dara paling buruk yg pernah aku nmpak adalah...DIRI AKU SENDIRI....waakakakaka....everydae i look at my friends' blogs...i tink ar...wen dey start working and dey stop schooling....blog drg terus nazak seh....terus JARANG nk update...jadk lar mcm aku wahai2 kwn ku sekalian...rajin2 kan lar update blog walaupn nothing sparks in ur life..wakaka...k lar...dats all i guess...=WaNie=Labels: I WANT SWENSEN....PLS....
Wednesday, June 11, 2008
went out with ma parents earlier on and wif that lil devil along...kadang2 aku suke kluar dgn parents aku...tp most of d time mcm irritating lar drg...sowie old folks! i mean like...eemm....mcm2 jgk karenah drg sebenar nye...haiz....oh well...they are still ma parents... =)went to taka...tot of buying a Guess bag..bt terlalu besar pulak utk raye....den ibu also wanted to buy a bag...bt den tkde yg memikat hati...my mum wanted to buy balqis somethings like toys or new clothes using the voucher i got...and i said this "tkde! tkde! dulu abg dpt voucher semua gi kat die..tk kan voucher adk pn die nk kebas...no!"..haha...i noe im bad...in d end tk shop ape2...bt go to cold storage but buy lots of rubbish...hahaguess wat?? i saw my ex earlier on!! and ma mother was also ghairah to see him...and wondering how he is now...wat d heck! ibu,u think too much lar abt dat guy lar...had some miscommunication wif BF today...he's too possessive..bt i still love him...the love for him is increasing indeed...i cant do much but just to be patient and keep loving him...wanee called me earlier on and we chatted...eemm...1 hr? quite long...miss talking with her...lgk2 like dulu kat skola...mcm2....i so miss her...but i miss lia MORE! too long never meet her...everytym gathering...wanie,wanee,nisah and fanah nye muke je...hah! iffah lgk tkde cite...ape jdk pn tk tau ler...wanee....not too worry...one day we meet aite.. =)DON'T WORRY BE HAPPY...remember dat babe!!=WaNie=Labels: please understand my needs...
Monday, June 09, 2008
met BF earlier on...had a shock of my life!! he didnt came wif his super 4...but! he came wif a gigantic blue bike! he bought a black bird without me knowing and without telling me...*konon nye surprise gitu ar*...yes...i was indeed surprise...surprise as in shock! i love his super 4 sey...i just dun prefer him to ride this bike...coz it looks so like a mainan and he's too small for d bike..d bike is GIGANTIC!!i cant sae much now...he already own it...oh well...went to geylang for our ayam penyet...then go town then home sweet home....both of us were tired...hahawhile eating our ayam penyet...suddenly BF look into ma eyes and ask..."u,recently u ade buat something really wrong and didnt tell me tk?"...i was like huh? he stared at me till i answer him...aku jwb pn teragak agak...why so suddenly he ask ehk? i also dunno...i was so scared sia...i just answered no..and look down...bt when i tink back...yar,i didnt do anything wrong..so i dun have to feel guilty i guess...saw some pictures a friend of mine posted in her & clan's multiply...it was a bdae celebration of one of her friend...truthfully i feel jealous...i do not have and i cant have that kind of celebration with friends...why? because i dun have any close friends....therefore, i will always just celebrate my bdae at home or wif ma BF...except last yr...last yr was d best bdae celebration ever...how i wish i can have my bdae celebration to be celebrate together wif friends every yr....haiz...its just a wishful thinking on my side... =/thats all i wanna blog...mayb 2molow going out wif ma family....=WaNie=Labels: i want more of you....
Sunday, June 08, 2008
today work was very tiring....started working with a very painful pain on the right side of my abdomen...damn pain i can sae...supposedly end work at 4 but then i was extended till 5.30...penat u noe!ma BF planned to meet up wif me todae....but thinking back that i will be extra selekeh after work to meet him...so i ask him to change d plan to mondae...so he was ok wif dat...den earlier dis morning i told him dat i want to meet him 2dae...coz i miss him SO MUCH...haha...i noe wanie mentel...bt in d end didnt meet up...he got some errands to run...these few daes he keep going to JB...cant sae much...his life..his money...and his time... =)now...most of my tym i spend on my lappy...play games or just chatting away... =)nothing much to update...bt one thing....MA PAY IS SO LITTLE...not enuf to pay instalment,not enuf for sch money..urgh!=WaNie=Labels: no excitement in my life..wat a bore...
Wednesday, June 04, 2008
u keep letting me down over and over again.... n what did i do ?? i just let u be...im weak...!! im stupid!!! IM VERY VERY STUPID!!uuurgghh!!! i hate my stupidity!!!today's our 2 yrs n 10 mths anniversary....i didnt ask u out...coz im broke...and i do not wish to be disappointed by watever reason u will be giving me when i ask u out...so, i just kept quiet...in d afternoon u msg me and ask me out...i was over the moon...bt i didnt show...intended to watch a movie...bt it was raining at ur side...and u said in d evening onli we go out...i was ok wif dat....i waited and waited....waited till im tired of waiting and i just gave up in dreaming of going somewhere nice wif u...in d end u messaged me and said dat u will be meeting me at 830 and we are just going jp!!! wat d heck rite?? and somemore bring ma darling along...i dun mind about bringing ma darling...bt i waited for so long and u said we will just go jp! wat do u take me for, sayang?im so disappointed...when i met u, i didnt show ma disappointment but i acted as if nothing happen.we laughed, we joke, we smile at each other...i guess u just didnt realise my disappointment....told u about wat happen at home earlier on...and u became pissed off...u made d dae a bad dae for me...really...u msged me abt hw pissed off u were...and den i replied u and u thought i was being rude to u!oh ma gosh! i just dun have a stand in d relationship do i?=WaNie=Labels: im always being blamed and regarded as the black sheep...
Tuesday, June 03, 2008
im sick rite now...guess lack of sleep and rest..7 days bz every week...sianx...school break is now on for only 2 pathetic weeks...these 2 weeks im just going to stay at home....that was the initial plan...but too bad! i have to follow my mum to take care of ma grandma everydae...sianx bahx...gosh! fever is gone but the lethargic feeling is still clinging on me!!! so hating this feeling...heavy head, weak body, running nose and painful sorethroat...missing my boyfriend now...he's busy with his work + looking for a new bike!! so tak suke!!studying for my FTT now..bt nothing goes inside ma mind..haha....mcm susah gituk!ma pay for the past one month is still not issued!!!! AAAHHHh!!!!!i need money!!!=WaNie=Labels: im weak....very weak...
