Saturday, August 25, 2007
yeay!!!! IM HAPPY ONCE AGAIN!!! hehehe...dats a great feeling i guess...boyfie made me happy once again...so does ma FRIENDS....NURRIZAWANI....SITI KAMALIAH...NUR HANISAH...I LOVE U GALS HOKAYS! korang irritating! korang giler! korang mepek! korang kental! korang kepo! most important thing...KORANG PN SAYANG AKU KAN???!! hhahaha....ma boyfie said im not mentel animore..bt miang lak! walau weh! smpai ati die kate aku miang..ane ade...biase je...cume makin kecoh jek aku nie....quoted from a friend "wanie,after u dye hair,u change sia"...hehe...where got...biase je aku ni hah...cume makin demanding je...hehehe....i guess august is a happy month for me...stress month also i can sae...TOO many projects to be done..TOO many submission to be made...TOO many presentations to be present. dun sae schoolin in ITE is easy hokays! now all d projects in ma thumbdrive can be deleted...wat a relief after all these has come to an end! phew!! BUT! a big BUT here...EXAMS IS IN 2 WEEKS TIME!! its like...oh ma gawd!!! n i will b having 2 papers at d same dae...hw bad is dat! gosh! feel like banging ma head on d wall! left another half a year in d school n den bye bye...it was fast! very fast...i cant believe dat i will b entering d workforce soon...very soon indeed...i dun intend to continue to poly even if i can...i dun tink i can cope...im scared to work..im scared to upgrade myself..can i just stay at home n be a tai tai? =D hehe....have u ever felt like how i do? being wronged without knowing anything...the one i love trust others more than trusting me...have u ever being loved,pampered like i do? being in love wif him is a great feeling...bt im nt sure if i can make him happy...i still want ma freedom n do d things i LOVE..have u ever love ur friends? love ur friends dat u really can count on...i love them SERIOUSLY,bt im nt sure if dey love me too...im a bad friend,i wont deny it. bt ma love for them is true n pure from ma black heart...have u ever fear leaving dem alone? yes i do have dat fear..wat if dey need me wen im nt around? will dey ever tink of me? will dey treasure every moments?have u ever fear dat dey will leave u one dae? YES! i ALWAYS fear dat happening...coz i cant bear to lose dem...i need dem...dey are ma oxygen...have u ever feel happy being wif dem?YES! alwaes..eventhou we fought or had misunderstanding...it wont b long in ma heart...have u ever made dem mad?YES! i alwaes hurt their feelings...wat else can i sae? im a bad person...have u ever regret being friends wif dem?NEVER! dey r a bunch of great people...where u can laugh,cry or even maki each other...wat else can i ask for...BUTma boyfie once told me.."sweetheart, i noe u love ur FRIENDS...bt pls...i dun want u 2 b d one hu hate dem in d future wen dey have to leave u one dae....i dun want history to repeat"...to me FRIENDSHIP means ma world...LOVE means ma universe...to ma FRIENDS...u noe hu u are...im GRATEFUL n THANKFUL to have u in ma life....in the past 1 year ive made lots of mistakes,hurtful remarks n trouble u guys...im so sorry for all dat ive done...i LOVE u babes alot! i wish u guys all d best in ur relationships,friendships,jobs,studies most importantly i wish u all d best in ur life! MUACKZ! sayang lar korang...p.s.: sowie bie..nothin much abt u...hehhe....nxt tym k...smelly sayang selenge bacin tau! muackz!=WaNie=Labels: sowie FRIENDS...emo siket...hehe
Tuesday, August 14, 2007
pictures from my n lia's bdae pit...10th august 2007....enjoy!
=WaNie=
Labels: im happy without u...
Sunday, August 12, 2007
went to make a new specs yesterdae evening n collect it dis evening wif sweetheart...guess wat ma dad sae wen he saw it? "eh adk! muke ko mcm ugly betty arh!"...i was like..."JAHAT NYE AYAH!!"...jahat kn die...tkpe2...ugly is d new beauty! wakakakaka!!!!kk...wen to pasar boon lay in d morning...i told ma mum to take bus instead of walking..n she intepret it wrongly! she tot i said dat i want to take d bus to d interchange n take another bus to boon lay.BUT! wat i meant was to take bus from d interchange n we walk to d interchange...korang phm? bagus ar kalo phm...in d end...NAEK CAB! hahaha...d mepek part is...pegi tangan kosong naek cab..balik tangan byk barang naek bus...hehe...reach home do some chores n i made a deal wif d kid...i said to her "qis nk jln?" she said "nk!"..i said "ok..qis nk jln,qis nenen n babam dulu k?" n she readily baring on her mattress while waiting 4 me to make her milk....after dat...i slept ferst den onli she sleep...woke up at 4 n supposed need to meet sweetheart at 5...aku dh kanchiong! mcm ne ni dak ni maseh tdo....in d end aku kena kacau die smpai bgn...jahat ehk aku...hehe...met sweetheart at ma void deck...ferst thing ferst..."eh u! stop it ehk dgn sluar u! spore tk banjir lar!!"..very d kental lar he look...hehe...we want to go to central n can either walk or take bus...guess wat we took? WE TOOK D CAB! haha...n d metre fare was....2.70!!!! ahahaha...gurantee tu apek menyumpah kiter sak! haha...took ma specs n go eat at kfc.i ate fish ole..pertama kali beb! okok je ar...taste like filet o fish..tapi kan...yg ni nye hanyir siket! hehe...sowie kfc.den walk2 around central...sweetheart bought earphone for himself..n he bought d same one as mine!!! jiwa lar tu....hehe...den go home...take cab again! hehe...tp dis tym tu apek jahat!!! die pusing satu round...jahat kan die..aku tau lar rumah aku dkt...tk yah lar jln pusing2...hehe...went home read magazine n watch tv onlie...want to read d book...bt d mood not dat much ar...eemm...dats all i guess....wanie signing off...DAH!!!=WaNie=Labels: happy birthday to myself...
Saturday, August 11, 2007
had our bdae pit last nyte...it was dull at ferst coz byk sgt komplot n aku tk tau nk lyn sape...haha...aku buat keja aku sendiri dorang buat keja dorang...d ferst ppl to come were us(siti k,me,ayen) n muhd n his fwen....it was hard to start d fire coz die angin too windy....muhd wanted to light d firestarter in his shirt like hw he do it wen he light his ciggarates wen it was windy...haha....i was like..."kiwak muhd! tk terbakar muke naseb ar"...haha...den soon ma FRIENDS came..ma FRIENDS are wanee,nisah,fana...n they came wif their fwens n boyfies...n they were hazreen,shayida,shayida 2(hahaha!),juju,nazmi. n oh ya!! i forgot! d remy nye komplot...they were there too....remy himself was ma pri schmate.one of dem also..got ica komplot as well...den started to cook hangus food...until ma bf came! haha...saver of d dae ar kirekan gitu! haha...mcm phm! den msk2...n oh ya! lupe lgk...me,lia n ayen go take water n we haf to walk a VERY LONG DISTANCE...like wakao!! bt we survived! we strong u noe! wanee,me,lia n nisah take water 4 d 2nd tym bt most of d tym nisah was d one carrying d tumbler...wah! nisah kuat!!! bbbaaagguuuuuuusss....hahahah! aku lame! as usual...wait for more ppl to come den onli cut d cake.ma sis was there too...invite some people to d pit...joo tze called me up n tell me he cant make it. I LOVE HIM OK!!! hahaha...he juz came back from beijing...understanding..u guess wat? HE ACTUALLY REMEMBER MA BIRTHDAE!!! i was like..."u remembered ma bdae???" n he "of coz! 13 august..."..i was so touched lorh...hehe...uzt also msg me to sae he cant make it.fadh also.iffah msged wanee.so its k. d people i EXPECTED NOT TO COME OF COZ DUN COME LAR....bt at least can msg me dat dey wont b coming wat! kalo tk ajak nnti kate aku jahat.ajak buat mcm gini..bilang aku..mcm mane nie...aniwae..cant b bothered animore... =D one thing i noe, Allah s.w.t maha pengampun...He knows whose rite n whose wrong...im happy wif ma life now...abt d food...d cake was SUPERB!! sedap banget..kakak aku yg tk suke mkn choc pn ckp cake tu sedap! d ayam,satay & stingray was....(drumroll...)...MARVELLOUS!! sedap larh! i suke! thx u for ma cookers..ma darling,muhd,hanifi(d handsome) n osman...hehhe...kesian dorang msk nye lebih mkn nye kurang...now...d best part of all..hehehe..after me,lia,wanee n nisah took water n going back to our pit...den nisah suddenli asked us to walk ferst...aku dh knape die ni...den she came back to us saying.."hey...ma fren want to speak to u guys..." sape sak...on d screen name die A.first come to ma mind was ma bf.coz A for ahmad...like dat ar..den suddenli d caller sang a bdae song for me n lia...aku keep asking...who's dis? who's dis? wen he sang aku dh 50/50 abt d caller being ahmad..i already guessed it was HIM.bt i told maself..it cant b HIM.confuse ar aku dat tym....after he finish singing..nisah asked him to tell us who he was...n he was.....HIM!!!! i screamed n cried!!! i was so happy!!! if not HE wanted to come down...bt due to some circumstances..HE cant be there...BUT! i was content wif d singing...I LOVE MY FRIENDS! they are d best! sayang korang byk2....i was like OMG! so damn surprised! i juz dunno hw to thank u guys... =Di really want to thank Nurrizawani,Nur Hanisah for all these...guys,juz wanna let u guys noe...I LOVE YOU GUYS! not forgetting ma Super Camy! hehe..thank you so much!to those who came n ku tk terlayan...harap dimaafkan....dats all i guess...wanie signing off...DAH!!!=WaNie=Labels: ma best bdae ever....
Monday, August 06, 2007
since i grow up i've seen all types of people...bt its more to d cruel n bad types of people...oh well...dats life...there are more bad people instead of d good ones...im just hate to see these people especially d everydae people...asyik2 muke korang je! naek menyampah..eventhou u guys didnt really do anything to me...tp ur attitudes make someone turn hateful towards u guys....to some people....i want u guys to get lost from ma life...i dun tink i need u guys animore....u guys r not important at all...u guys are d one who made me like dis...dun blame me ok...how i wish i can go back to d past n delete all d time we spend together...it hurts to think of d past...cant b bothered wif u guys aniwae..im happy wif ma FRIENDS now...sayang dorang!aniwae..im also happy wif ma boyfie...sayang banget same die...actually kn...AKU TK TAU NK BLOG APE!!! haha...kk..dats all i guess...wanie signing off...DAH!!!Labels: im getting sick of blogging..
