Thursday, December 07, 2006
d dae was OKOK for me...feel veri restless n sleepy...late nite last nite...after sch accompany nisah to her werkplace to collect her pay...thx nisah for d pizza...I LOIKE!! lots of cheese...yummy!! hee hee...went home wif mixed feelings...dunno wat kind of feelings...bt i noe its nt a gd thing...haha...btw...congrats lia for passing or prac!!! u go gerl!!! hehe...at home...rumah terbalek...didnt even get to see my mummy for d dae...haishh...tok to sweetheart for awhile..actually..nt i tok to him..bt he tok to me...he alwaes b d one hu talks..dats all i guess...hhmm....ma life is full of boredom...REALLY...ma bro n i r nt close at all wif each other...ma sis sucks to d core...i hate her lots....darling to young to understand ma feelings n i dun want her to suffer as well...i juz want her to be happy alwaes....i cant bear to see her hurt...friends...haish...dey will ALWAES b busy..."ku keja ar..","ku kluar dgn mataer aku ar","ku dh ade plan laen ar"...WATEVA SHIT K U GUYS! uurrgghhh!!! I WANT MA FRIENDS BACK!!! *sob**sob*...haish...sweetheart...haish....he's busy werking...while he's busy werkin...im busy wif boredom...I KNOW YOU PEOPLE LOOK ME AS ANNOYANCE....ITS HURTFUL OK TO BE TREATED LIKE DIS..WEN U NEED ME ONLI U LOOK FOR ME..IF NOT...GO N DIE WIF HER LAR...I DUN ASK FOR UR MONEY...I DUN ASK U TO TREAT ME TO ANY KIND OF 5 STAR RESTUARANT...I JUZ WANT UR LOVE AND TIME FOR ME...LIKE HOW WE USE TO BE...THAT'S ALL...NOT MUCH...IS IT DAT HARD?? Ya Allah Ya Tuhan ku..kuatkan lar semangat ku untuk hidup...=WaNie=
Wednesday, December 06, 2006
im in da mood of blogging...bt dunno wat to blog..haish....2dae doesnt seem good to me...called him bt he neva pick up...juz leave a msg...den malcolm wants d speaker's profile n picture...i doubt mel can bring all dat on mondae....haish...we(wani,lia,nisah n me) r dead...den got a reply from one of d sponsors...haish...alwaes get negative replies...now haf 2 follow up....VERI SIAN LEH! if i really dun tink abt d future..i will juz QUIT SCH NOW....family is in a bad shape...relationship is rotten...friendship is empty...trust has been broken...lies haf been told a zillion tym...wats all dis??? can all dis be mend?? y am i alwaes d victim...im too tired of all dis...to ma fren..I MISS YOU. haish...dats all i guess...wanie signing off....DAH!!!=WaNie=
Monday, December 04, 2006
went to vivo city juz now....SO BIG!!! muahaha...had fun 2dae...nt bcoz of d place..but coz of d laughter sweetheart n i had....haha...we laugh too much todae...hehe...GUA ENJOY LAR BROTHER!! went we reached vivo city we really2 hungry oleadi...1st thing 1st...we go info counter..."may i noe where d banquet is?"...ahaha...den found oleadi...i told sweetheart..."we take d red seats k"...he juz agreed...den we straight awae go in..n guess wat?? ITS KOPITIAM!!! NO HALAL FOOD AROUND...hahaha...banquet is bside kopitiam...haha...so paiseh...perut dah lapar beb...hahaha...den eat...eat...eat...haha...den we go to d area where there are so called "swimming pools"...haha...d lil kids so cute!!! until suddenli got one kid who was playing in d water running.."adik ade lipas!!! adik ade lipas!!!"...hhahaha...cockroaches swim??? haha...funny lar dat kid...haha...bt seriously lar..had fun laughing wif sweetheart...dats all i guess...wanie signing off...DAH!!!=WaNie=
