Thursday, July 31, 2008
went for the Adventure Learning activity yesterdae after sch..and i tell u guys eventhough it has been a dozen time i did the high elements, the fear was still there!!! i was still sweating like hell...yesterdae was also the first time i reached home so late after sch...eventhough we just did the high elements...it was damn tired for me...really..i guess it was because i havent been exercising...dats d why..d tiredness...yesterdae was not a gd dae for me as well...ma bf said dat he will fetch me hme eventhough he was from pontian msia....bt in d end he didnt fetch me. fed up sia....wat makes ma blood boil even worst is dat he show me his attitude!! i wasnt even throwing tantrum at him but he was the one angry at me..wth!!! tu tk psl...ma mum another irritation...d dae b4 d activity..i already told her dat i will b back quite late..den yest after d activity i called hme...and she straight away shouted at me..."dh! jangan balek.duduk je kat luar!"..wat sia...padahal aku dh bilang seh..i was so damn tired and i wanted ma dad to fetch me...den ma father ok onli..bt she nagged and shouted at me non stop sia...padahal aku tk mintk tolong die ape2 seh...went i reached home...i didnt even look at her...dun even talk to her sia...since the semester break is just ard the corner...d lazyness to come to sch is already there sia..hha...i just feel not goin to sch animore... =D haha...oh well....it has been confirmed that i wont be celebrating our 3rd yr anni n ma bdae wif ma bf...it will b a boring start for the month i guess...just now i wanted to start revising for ma FTT..den i dun have any pen to write notes..padahal dulu ITE menimbun sak pen aku...skg cume tgl pencilcase je sia...pathetic...haha..i have the urge to swim sia...urgh! bt no swimsuit...haha....too bad...i have been eating ALOT OF UNHEALTHY stuffs dis week..damn lot...and i am worried abt ma health....how i wish i can control ma hunger...haha...birthdaes and anniversary are coming and i have no idea wat to buy for them..lia,nisah,bie...did i miss anibody else? oh ya! fanah n muhd...pls do tell me wat u guys want.. =Dp.s: yg affordable nye je eh...hehe...i so want a digi cam for this raya sia...really man...haiz...im thinking too much....=WaNie=Labels: 3 yrs already..no significant at all?
Monday, July 28, 2008
had a break dis weekend....not working for both weekends...went to ntuc and sheng shiong together wif Balqis and ma mum for our monthly shopping....den for sundae went to kampung jawa n geylang to look for baju and kain...nothing attract ma attention sia....go first lady bt NOTHING NICE...tgk kat tv semua lawar...dh pegi sane semua....MASYAALLAH....haha...BF being some irritation...urgh! he was given 4 days leave last wk....den sun he started working back....bt den he took half dae leave..AGAIN....wanna noe for wat?? ESCORTING IN NORFASARIE'S WEDDING!!!! wth!!! org tu tk knl BF pn sia! waste time onli...den somemore got bad record at work...den angry2 at me..cb sia....really man...he is worst then me when i come ma menses sia! kejap mood bgs kejap mood mcm siak...abeh aku yg die tempias kan...eeehh!!!! geram nye!!! he really is like ma dad sia...haiz....start working again next weekend...hopefully i can work as many hrs as i can so that i can earn more income... =)) fasting is just in a month time....and raya in 2 months time...and im still d same old wanie...i tink getting worst wanie....i wanna change to be better...bt how??? haiz....im just so pissed off wif ma life...dats all ar...chao!=WaNie=Labels: countdown...6 days..
Saturday, July 26, 2008
went for ma FTT yesterdae..and expected i failed. =) as usual i went there wif BF...when i go for d test....he waited me downstairs...after d test guess wat he asked? "ajit tu sape?"..and dgn selamba nye i answered ar... "yazid". "yazid tu sape?"..."budak ite i.".."ingt delete inbox abeh lupe delete sent items?"...walauweh! pissed off kejap...naseb baek die tk ungkit psl nie after dat...after dat...we went imm to look for rings..we bought alot of longans...haha...kiasu bin kiasee btl...haha...bt BF was more kiasu...haha....he was the one who chose the longans...aha...dat dae he got sae to me "in future, i rase i yg uruskn u." and i tink i agree wif him...haha....and i told him to be a househusband and i go out and work...haha....im just not a gal ar..haha...after dat...wen secret recipe to buy a cake for maself...and d cake was SUPERB!! i so in love wid the cake..yummy2! BF,mummy...I WANT THAT CAKE FOR MA BDAE...pleash...pleash....pleash....hahaha...oh yar...ma retest for FTT is just in a few daes time..shocking or shocking?? i have to prepare myself well then...haiz...dats all for now...wanie signing off...DAH!!!=WaNie=Labels: countdown...8 days...
Thursday, July 24, 2008
ma ftt is tomolow and i havent yet study a single thing...no mood to study bt i want to end all these as soon as possible...i will just let nature takes it course..pass or fail...hehe...
ma grades are getting worst...how ehk? i also dunno...now im always late for class even i wake up as early as 6.50 am...y? because i get ready dilly dally...the journey to school really tires me a lot...how i wish there is a poly in jurong...hahah! kan bgs...bgn siap2 terus jln kaki atau naek bus for a few stops den dh smpai..haha...alah dream on lar wanie... =p
going to look for more kain dis weekend and i hv only 10 bucks...haha....guess i will be using ma mum's money first den later pay day pay back...what color kain shld i buy ehk? too many red oleadi...white is out of my choices...hhmm..guess i will decide when i reach there bahx...
met up wif BF on tues...so damn many laughter and piggy back..hhaha...i had fun...really...haha... =D bt the day didnt end well...why? BECAUSE HE'S BIKE IS MORE IMPORTANT THAN ME...bie! go and sell ur bike and go public wif me lar...!!
since 2005 when august comes...there will always be butterfly in ma stomach...i got nervous easily in august..haha...bt dis yr not so much butterflies anymore..haha...d excitement is not really there...BF will be gone for reservist from early august till d 18.. family dunno whether dey remember ma big 20 bdae....no friends in sch..babes n hunk confirm bz...its d very hard to meet up wif dem...oohh..well...dats my life... =)
bt i like d date 080808...nice rite...haha...dats ma cousin bdae...sweet 16 like dat ar..haha....
wat else i wanna blog abt ehk? dunno lar...dats all i guess...
wanie signing off...DAH!!!
=WaNie=Labels: countdown...10 days....
Monday, July 21, 2008
weekends were so hectic...and i hate it can?? stupid bk crew...because of him everyone affected...the most affected one was ME!!!fcuk off man!! im so pissed off at him ok...dumb ass...act mute...then now act deaf!!! CB!!d coupons make me headache...REALLY! keep buying offer items...and i also feel irritated wif d managers..they go and cut labour and us who's working have to be extended due to short manpower!!! stupid or stupid?? imran was at work yest...yest was d 2nd tym i worked wif him...he keep saying.."eh..kak! dh lame tk nmpak.helo akak...helo..."...hahaha...him and fitri makes me wanna extend somemore sia..haha...bt too bad..i was so damn tired...after work...wen imm wif ma sis n balqis..tot of playing at the garden plaza....bt it was close...den we just move ard..and bought lots of donuts and sushis....read this HALAL sushis ok..ok bie? hehe...talked on the phone with ma cousin that i meet once a yr only eventhough he stays in woodlands n im schoolin in woodlands...pathetic yes i noe...haha....talked for awhile...and i can sae the way he talk is so man..with his voice and all...i was like...nie adk sedara aku ke? dh mcm abg sedara lak...haha...wat else i wanna blog? ooh yar!! ma baju raye ready oleadi...and im not satisfied with it!!! sleeves die tk cukup panjang!!! have to alter again...haiz....later need to look for more baju raye... =D i mean at least 1 more...hehe....ma mum already nagging at me just now before sch abt me not wearing ma old baju kurung ANYMORE after onli wearing them ONCE. hehe....can i just give up on u just like that?? can i?? im not sure...she needs u...MORE...i guess...i want u on my own...bt i cant! she wants u too...how??k...lar...dats all...wanie signing off..DAH!!!=WaNie=Labels: countdown..13 days...
Friday, July 18, 2008
celebrated yeow chong's bdae in class...BF was there too...after d celebration,BF and i leave the class...
went down to the hitachi place....den went to eat...den home sweet home...pathetic rite ma dae? i noe...
had issues wif BF yesterdae...its unfair for me...REALLY...in every side, im d victim. bt rite now he's d one angry at me...am i wrong to voice out what i tink is rite? am i wrong to correct ur mistake? am i wrong to think ahead? anyway i have no sae...dats d case all the time.
rite now im thinking twice, thrice...many2 times about MY future WITH/WITHOUT u...i dunno if i can survive WITH/WITHOUT u. i dunno i will suffer or b happy WITH/WITHOUT u....nw my future is insecure...
letting it lose is wat wanie going to do...
p.s: i wont fight with her. her jealousy is too strong. u may go to her eventhough my heart saes a big NO.
=WaNie=
Labels: countdown...16 days...
Wednesday, July 16, 2008
today is science module and its biology!! i have no idea no clue at all abt dis biology crap!! thx god ma grp members todae are helpful... =Dthe whole class went to d library to do research...and i tell u guys arh....I HATE D SCHOOL LIBRARY BIG TIME! gosh! it doesnt look like a library ar...lots of empty shelves eventhough dis sch has been running for 6 yrs! pathetic or pathetic rite? bt i like it wen a so called hip hop malay guy play d piano in d library...it was so soothing..and i was surprise to see a guy like that to be so talented...piano somemore! mummy can i join a piano class too? pleash.... hahahak!earlier on during break caliph and sharm was playing counterstrike and i was the one who get excited.hahak...i keep shouting "bang him! bang him! kill him! kill him!" hahahakz...and now they are playing xbox somewhere in d sch...back to the story of ma life..well...life as usual...sch,home,work,meet BF...dats all...no excitement at all...was having an OK dae yest.tok to BF also okok den at nyte wen he called me and i suddenly terpekik...den he scold me! wth!! irritated a lil...den i sleep...hahahak! n oh yar! before that irritation...bf called me when i was trying to sleep....den talk for a while...after putting down d fone he smsed me..."tgh buat pe tu? bbual dgn lelaki laen ehk?"...i was like...eh! dh knape lak nie? hahakz...of course i wasnt talking to any guy bt i was stoning...ahahhakz..oohh...well....few daes back uzt keep asking me to get married...and i was like...eemm..still a long way to go...hehe....yesh i noe it is to stop all maksiat..bt marriage is not a laughing matter...insyaAllah in years to come...anniversary coming and MA BIRTHDAY coming!!! =D the big 2 is coming...sians.....gosh! im old!!! cant believe it!oh well...classmates keep asking me to come to class without wearing tudung...coz they sae i look better without it...oh well...they are wrong i guess..they dunno how selekeh i was in ite last time...hahahakz....and now im out of ideas...farewell u guys....=WaNie=Labels: countdown...18 days...
Monday, July 14, 2008
my weekends was as usual...work,work and work...
ma grandma is getting sicker and im scared...really damn scared...even i dun show it..but i love her! really.dis month pay is going to be very2 little...my workplace is going to be closed down for abt 10 days...so therefore..no income coming in!!! found out that jp will have a bk outlet...want a transfer?? I DUN TINK SO! haha...even its just a walking distance for me...bt yet...the human traffic in jp will be non stop!! dun one ar..haha...and i dun wish to meet people i know ard there...tk suke lar org tau aku keja kat mane..hahakz...ma mum is very kesian...she asked for pizza hut bt none of her kids will belanja her..kesian kan...how i wish i can bring her...bt den she wanna go simpang bedok real bad....arhh..there i can bring her..haha...bt dunno when she wanna go...bie!! we havent go buy my cakes!!! hhmmpp! relationship okok onli..we are now still maintaining our relationship and preventing from arguing wif each other....d outing this thurs is cancelled...dun ask me why coz im damn pissed off abt it...REALLY.PERIOD.k...i dunno wat else to blog...take care people!=WaNie=Labels: countdown...20 days...
Friday, July 11, 2008
met BF...AGAIN yesterdae... *big big smile*...when he fetched me at sch it was already raining..so we just lepak at the trcc cafe...we sat there till 5 plus nearly 6...then we head to JP pizza hut...hehe....had our dinner there...we had laughter and guess wat?? ma BF is ma new gossip khaki!!! haha....we gossiped abt people we know...then we go look for ring...den home sweet home...guess wat i found when i reached home? DARKNESS!!! not a single soul at home...first thing first...i switched on all the lights in d house...and den called ma mum where was she...she was otw to ma aunt hse at woodlands..so i was left ALONE till 11++ i guess...scary ok...aku selawat punye selawat seh...watched ma chinese drama till 10++ den i felt asleep...ngantok beb! =Dthen now in sch...sianx....i dunno wat else to blog...so...wanie signing off...DAH!!=WaNie=Labels: countdown...23 days...
Thursday, July 10, 2008
Stop giving me one word message!!! it just irritates me. REALLY. it will just make me moody for the whole day...gosh!yesterdae met BF after sch...and went can i get ma license and a car??? every ride wif him is getting more dangerous...scary sia...wen i already have a car, i can just sae dis to BF, "bie, jmpe kat sane je.tk yah amek i.i drive"..hahahk! berangan je wanie...haha...really ar so so scary...went to watch u dont mess wif zohan...like..AT LAST...it was a funny movie i can sae...during the movie i keep thinking abt what to have for dinner...haha...coz i was so damn hungry sia...hahakz...after d movie went geylang...at last we ate at arnold's...not kenyang at all!! BUT! d fries super nice i tell u! i taste like real potato.... =Dplanning for a gathering for fadh's sake..bt dunno wat d outcome will be...depend on d kiddos...dats all i guess...wanie signing off...DAH!!=WaNie=Labels: countdown...24 days...
Monday, July 07, 2008
there's so many things that happen in my life...bt im just plain lazy to update my blog...gosh...first thing first...relationship back to normal..yet the hurt is still there...bt i just put it aside as how BF ask me to do...how easy guys put it ehk...after they made mistakes...they ask us, the GFs to put our hurtful feelings aside...gosh...they are so cold blooded!the meet up with BF and helmi was ok.had fun and laughter with them....helmi is his onli friend that i can click with..haha...go and do all their bikes shit...then we go geylang...dunno where to go and have our dinner...so...geylang we go...tot of eating at arnold...bt it was freaking crowded! so..off we go to some pelangi place...the prices were like so high but the food was so little that me and helmi told ma BF than we can still go to arnold and buy MORE food...haha....after dinner...we went our separate ways...BF and i sit down at some BEAUTIFUL lake to so called celebrate our anniversary...it was so nice of a scenery....bt i just wonder y must people go to such nice place to hanky panky...it just ruin the beautiful scenery....bad bad people...thx god we didnt sit near that kind of people....we sit down and jokes ard...BUT! first thing he said to me..."k...now u just tell me ape yg u pendamkn dlm hati u selama nie..."...and i replied dis..."SINCE U BILE DIS BIG2 BLACK BIRD BIKE, I TK PERNAH RASE SELAMAT LANGSUNG! BKN SESAAT PN I RASE SELAMAT. AND TK PERNAH PN U TK E BRAKE BILE U RIDE D BIKE. SCARY U NOE!!!"...haha...terus die terdiam seh....dat bike is his dream bike and yet i condemn it like hell! aha...den we planned for our bdaes and anniversary...i cant wait.!!! but! i dunno whether he will be there wif me or not to celebrate... =( den we went home after dat...guess wat? d next dae i didnt go to sch! haha...alarm clock tk bunyi n mak aku kejot aku 15 min after 8....haha...work as usual for the weekends...sat kena extend...sun no need extend...ahaha...i so like it! hehe....and there are 2 new kiddos at ma workplace...1 china gal...1 filipino guy...no sporean animore ar??got ma pay oleadi...laptop?PAID. sch fees?PAID. mum's loan?PAID.wanee's loan?GOING TO PAY WEN MEET HER. i feel so relieve after putting aside all these unsettled prob of mine...thnk god....phew!now i really have to work hard to buy anniversary present and ma BF bdae present....ma mum said MAYB wen balqis' 3rd bdae we goin to have a family potrait! woohhooo!!! first time beb!... =Ddats all for now....take care people... =D=WaNie=Labels: countdown...27 days...
