Sunday, September 17, 2006
woke up early 2dae...followed ma parenz 2 buy paint to paint d house..haha...irritating sia at d shop still want 2 argue wat color to take..haiyo!! go out at ard 12++...come back onli ard 3!!! so long juz 2 buy paints.i got onli 2 hrs to rez b4 goin out again...went to majlis tahlil n yasin.wore ma pri 6 suit...still can fit seh!haha...actualli d suit is big!! too bad ma body dirty...if clean I WILL JOIN D REZ TO READ YASIN MAN! bt its k...there alwaes another tym.wen i reached there i was shocked 2 c an ex pri schmate of mine...i look at him...he look at me...our faces are like "budak nie muke mcm kenal..."hahaha...den wen i was there..following wat they were chanting...in ma heart...saes "insyaAllah dgn kehendak Ilahi...wanie tk akn sia2 kan ramadhan kali ini.InsyaAllah wanie akn beribadah sebyk mungkin yg mane wanie mampu.InsyaAllah.""Ya Allah Ya Tuhan ku...berikan lar aku kekuatan utk melawan bisikan syaitan dan juga nafsuku."i realli want to noe d deep meaning of every words of ayat2 suci AlQuran. =) itu lagik bermakne drpd hanye membace membabi buta...hhmm....k...i juz hope everithin will go well 4 me dis Ramadhan..insyaAllah....n plz..dun make me lie dis Syawal..not animore....plz...haizz...ma relationship wif ma sis r so damn far nw...i juz cant face her animore..wen i see her or hear anythin abt her...hatred in ma heart starts to heat up...I JUZ HATE HER DAMN EGO!!! uurrgghhh!!! i noe i dun deserve such a sister in ma life..bt its ketentuan Allah....hmm...i guess datz all....wanie signing out...DAH!!!=WaNie=
