Monday, September 18, 2006
went IMM wif ahmad...miss ma mr policeman...reach IMM onlie i went toilet vomit...got blood!!! wanted to tell ahmad but...2 things..1. i THINK he was upset coz i was late... 2. he juz walked pass me when i went out of d toilet...so i dun bother 2 tell...den after he went out of toilet...walk in silence...dunno y...den he started talkin abt buying new sandals n shoes...im ok wif dat...den go eat...he told me abt his prezzie...wen he told me dat...i feel really2 guilty...he celebrated ma bdae in grand...bt i cant even afford 2 buy him sumthin...im really2 sowie...he told me abt a ghost story too...suddenli i stopped eatin 4 awhile...haha...scary sia! den go back...b4 dat he said somethin so called "hurtful" to me...bt i didnt take it to heart...its past...haiz...den go down d travelator...i walked 1st...coz damn slow arhx...he tot i was hurt...nvm...den wait 4 d bus wif him....had a good look at ma boyfriend...i cried a lil....he didnt notice...im juz so in luv wif him...i lub him 4 wat he is...2dae he keep saying i look like a down syndrome wen i put both ma hands in ma jeans pocket...TAK BAEK SEH!!!hehe...miz him again rite now...since yesterdae..i keep askin him.."awk,awk dh bosan dgn kite ehx?"...his answer.."tak..kite tk mcm gitu sayang"...i noe he's sincere...bt i juz haf d feelings dat he's tired of me....y? coz i alwaes make him angry...haiz...2dae...very2 tired...lack of sleep...den haf 2 take care of ma darling...atoi...!!very tiring!! den haf 2 bath her summore...haiz...if i really gt children.i will hire a maid!!! haha....hhmm..datz all i guess...wanie signing off...DAH!!!=WaNie=
