Friday, November 10, 2006
todae dun feel like goin to sch....i saw d clock ticking till 8.20..bt yet i still dilly dally get ready to sch...didnt msg wanee..coz scared later im late...bt at last...im still late...she arrived 1st...everytym i make people wait..i feel horrible...i prefer to wait for others rather den others wait for me...its juz in ma blood...ma mummy is like dat too...bt..its a diff story if i go out iwf sweetheart...haha..he can wait...k..back to d story of 2dae...reach sch also sally ng haven reach...had a very big headache all dae long..dun really feel lyke goin 2 badminton..bt still go...bt juz 4 an hour...haha...we sneak out from d hall lyke burglars sia...haha...den go out so called kena caught wif both of d coaches..haha...bad us...wat to do...d training is so damn boring...so it aint ma fault...muahaha...den take bus go home..coz its already rain heavily...i really cannot take d headache animore...go home wash up n everithin...den sleep...wake up feel fresh... =D bt yet...nw d heacache cums again...haiz...had a small quarrel wif sweetheart...i ikhlas tlg u...bt y u sae lyke dat to me?? im hurt! really hurt...i am trying to avoid u 2dae...bt den wen i woke up i saw 3 missed calls..n they were from u...i cant resist it..n sms u..haiz...in d bus goin home....i cried after msging lia,wanee n nisah...i juz cant take it any longer...projects r soon due..bt nothin is done...i noe its stupid of me to cry bcoz of projects...dis projects make ma attitude worst...n sweetheart isnt there for me to confront too...i haf no one bt HIM. nowadays,wen i come home...daddy alwaes look at me n want to start a conversation wif me bt yet...i gaf him shitty face everydae...ma mummy tok to me softly...bt wat i do? i ask her to leave me alone....im bad...i noe im bad!!! i dun wan to open ma mouth coz i noe i will start quarrelling wif dem....so i juz better shut up...im sorri mummy daddy...aint want to hurt u..bt i did...alwaes...haiz...i juz want dis semester to end fast so dat i wont suffer ani longer....plz GOD..help me..dats all i guess...wanie signing off....DAH!!!=WaNie=
