Thursday, December 07, 2006
d dae was OKOK for me...feel veri restless n sleepy...late nite last nite...after sch accompany nisah to her werkplace to collect her pay...thx nisah for d pizza...I LOIKE!! lots of cheese...yummy!! hee hee...went home wif mixed feelings...dunno wat kind of feelings...bt i noe its nt a gd thing...haha...btw...congrats lia for passing or prac!!! u go gerl!!! hehe...at home...rumah terbalek...didnt even get to see my mummy for d dae...haishh...tok to sweetheart for awhile..actually..nt i tok to him..bt he tok to me...he alwaes b d one hu talks..dats all i guess...hhmm....ma life is full of boredom...REALLY...ma bro n i r nt close at all wif each other...ma sis sucks to d core...i hate her lots....darling to young to understand ma feelings n i dun want her to suffer as well...i juz want her to be happy alwaes....i cant bear to see her hurt...friends...haish...dey will ALWAES b busy..."ku keja ar..","ku kluar dgn mataer aku ar","ku dh ade plan laen ar"...WATEVA SHIT K U GUYS! uurrgghhh!!! I WANT MA FRIENDS BACK!!! *sob**sob*...haish...sweetheart...haish....he's busy werking...while he's busy werkin...im busy wif boredom...I KNOW YOU PEOPLE LOOK ME AS ANNOYANCE....ITS HURTFUL OK TO BE TREATED LIKE DIS..WEN U NEED ME ONLI U LOOK FOR ME..IF NOT...GO N DIE WIF HER LAR...I DUN ASK FOR UR MONEY...I DUN ASK U TO TREAT ME TO ANY KIND OF 5 STAR RESTUARANT...I JUZ WANT UR LOVE AND TIME FOR ME...LIKE HOW WE USE TO BE...THAT'S ALL...NOT MUCH...IS IT DAT HARD?? Ya Allah Ya Tuhan ku..kuatkan lar semangat ku untuk hidup...=WaNie=
