Tuesday, July 24, 2007
to ma beloved cuzzie...tolong lar bilang kakak sedara mu nie yg anda telah menukar url! aku karate aru ko tau! haha...k...im sad n frust..bt i act happy...no one in ma shoes so no one can really feel wat i felt....FRIENDS haf made me stand on ma own feet n be strong...thx wanee n lia! korang best! its useless to find out d answer wen dat person wont want to gif u d answer..let her think wat she wants to think..cant force her to like me...like wat lia said..mind over matter..."i dont mind n they dont matter..."...such a meaningful phrase...throughout this stage lia was d one dat gif me strength coz die lar yg ade dgn aku bile ku dpt tau psl ni..hahaha...wanee was d 2nd n org paling penting dlm hidup ku tau psl benda ni..LAST LAR..haha...wont tell ma parents till dey ask me...coz ma mum CONFIRM MATI MATIAN SALAH KAN AKU...ma dad wont sae much bt sae kalo ko tk bersalah so let it go...well...im letting it go...friends come n go...
no more hugs,no more kisses,no more laughters,no more gossips...no more us....its pain to let go...bt wat can i do....from d view of people im d bad person here...IT HAS ALWAES BEEN THIS WAY.im tired of thinking n crying..nothing can change d situation...i will just accept it...i know nothing at all....im being kept in d dark. its ok..eventhou i cant stop thinking abt it bt i juz move on...i choose to be happy wif wat i have now...im going to treasure my FRIENDS...where i alwaes did n do...im going to treasure d ones hu gaf me a chance to live,ma parents...im going to treasure my judgement where i believe in Allah s.w.t...im going to treasure d one hu shower me wif love,ahmad rohani. most importantly,IM GOING TO TREASURE MY LIFE. d world is coming to an end soon...i just hope i will have d chance to really sit down n pray to Allah.
she did it again..hurting herself n family...she wants d guy bt d guy just want her body...she's stupid...wat else can i sae...im going to confront her one dae...i cant let her break ma parents heart for d 2nd tym....i juz hate her...i cant bring maself to like or love her...bt wat nisah said was true...u hate her bt u still buy stuffs for her...wat else can i sae? im KINDHEARTED.haha...she's related to me by blood...i cant change d fact..n i cant stop maself from buying things for her wen i bought some for ma own...ma bf also disagree wif ma doings...well..its just me...senang dipergunakan org kate...
my relationship ok..tp cume asyik2 gaduh...dats us lar ehk...bt 1 thing i like...MA ENCIK AHMAD IS GETTING FATTER!! Hahaha...i suke banget...at least tk lar mcm skeleton...ape tu word melayu die..rangka ehk wanee?? haha...he's happy wif his work...im glad...bt im nt glad wif his ica fwens...ade je yg bkn2 dorang bbual2 n mataer aku nie senang kena influence..terikot ikot lar si keding nie...i tk suke u noe...he's going to waste MORE MONEY on his exhaust pipe....gasak lar nak...i advice pn tk gune...to d single gals out there,jgn lar crk mataer yg ade bikes..there will waste more money on d bikes den on u....lia shld understand...wanee u understand? haha...i cant wait till ma birthday!!! hehe...bt aku tk nk mengharap sgt..nnti aku yg terluka sendiri....
k..i tink dats all....people are getting tired of reading ma blog..its alwaes abt d sadness,frustration n anger...bt wat to do..dats ma life...wanie signing off...DAH!!!=WaNie=Labels: todae was an eating all d wae dae...hehe
