Saturday, August 25, 2007
yeay!!!! IM HAPPY ONCE AGAIN!!! hehehe...dats a great feeling i guess...boyfie made me happy once again...so does ma FRIENDS....NURRIZAWANI....SITI KAMALIAH...NUR HANISAH...I LOVE U GALS HOKAYS! korang irritating! korang giler! korang mepek! korang kental! korang kepo! most important thing...KORANG PN SAYANG AKU KAN???!! hhahaha....ma boyfie said im not mentel animore..bt miang lak! walau weh! smpai ati die kate aku miang..ane ade...biase je...cume makin kecoh jek aku nie....quoted from a friend "wanie,after u dye hair,u change sia"...hehe...where got...biase je aku ni hah...cume makin demanding je...hehehe....i guess august is a happy month for me...stress month also i can sae...TOO many projects to be done..TOO many submission to be made...TOO many presentations to be present. dun sae schoolin in ITE is easy hokays! now all d projects in ma thumbdrive can be deleted...wat a relief after all these has come to an end! phew!! BUT! a big BUT here...EXAMS IS IN 2 WEEKS TIME!! its like...oh ma gawd!!! n i will b having 2 papers at d same dae...hw bad is dat! gosh! feel like banging ma head on d wall! left another half a year in d school n den bye bye...it was fast! very fast...i cant believe dat i will b entering d workforce soon...very soon indeed...i dun intend to continue to poly even if i can...i dun tink i can cope...im scared to work..im scared to upgrade myself..can i just stay at home n be a tai tai? =D hehe....have u ever felt like how i do? being wronged without knowing anything...the one i love trust others more than trusting me...have u ever being loved,pampered like i do? being in love wif him is a great feeling...bt im nt sure if i can make him happy...i still want ma freedom n do d things i LOVE..have u ever love ur friends? love ur friends dat u really can count on...i love them SERIOUSLY,bt im nt sure if dey love me too...im a bad friend,i wont deny it. bt ma love for them is true n pure from ma black heart...have u ever fear leaving dem alone? yes i do have dat fear..wat if dey need me wen im nt around? will dey ever tink of me? will dey treasure every moments?have u ever fear dat dey will leave u one dae? YES! i ALWAYS fear dat happening...coz i cant bear to lose dem...i need dem...dey are ma oxygen...have u ever feel happy being wif dem?YES! alwaes..eventhou we fought or had misunderstanding...it wont b long in ma heart...have u ever made dem mad?YES! i alwaes hurt their feelings...wat else can i sae? im a bad person...have u ever regret being friends wif dem?NEVER! dey r a bunch of great people...where u can laugh,cry or even maki each other...wat else can i ask for...BUTma boyfie once told me.."sweetheart, i noe u love ur FRIENDS...bt pls...i dun want u 2 b d one hu hate dem in d future wen dey have to leave u one dae....i dun want history to repeat"...to me FRIENDSHIP means ma world...LOVE means ma universe...to ma FRIENDS...u noe hu u are...im GRATEFUL n THANKFUL to have u in ma life....in the past 1 year ive made lots of mistakes,hurtful remarks n trouble u guys...im so sorry for all dat ive done...i LOVE u babes alot! i wish u guys all d best in ur relationships,friendships,jobs,studies most importantly i wish u all d best in ur life! MUACKZ! sayang lar korang...p.s.: sowie bie..nothin much abt u...hehhe....nxt tym k...smelly sayang selenge bacin tau! muackz!=WaNie=Labels: sowie FRIENDS...emo siket...hehe
