Saturday, September 22, 2007
ive been missing a lot in life! staying at home 24/7! im dead bored! stay at home also do nothing...wake up in d afternoon...zohor den read storybook or watch tv den asar den soon maghrib,watch a little tv,isyak den surf d net...den watch more tv till sahur den subuh den lalaland wen d sun rise...haiz...its d same routine every single dae! its boring liaox...nisah ask to go out 2molow...d urge of goin out is VERY VERY strong...bt yet ma spending power is at d minimum level...how sad i haf to turn down d offer...haiz...there's iftar n performances this weekend...bt..i have to miss it..kesian kan aku...Tolong aku...bantu aku...hahaha...today was my boyfriend's bdae...didnt celebrate it wif him at all...it aint ma fault...i haf plans for him bt he ruined EVERYTHING...wont want to tink abt it again...it hurts alot...aniwae i just wish him n his brother happy birthdae...n KORANG DAH TUA! i've been having this dream of me marrying another guy bt yet dating another guy...i mean im dating a person i love bt im marrying another guy dat is so handsome to me,tall,sweet smile,romantic...n u guys should noe lar dat in d dream im still dating ma present boyfriend. wen i woke up warm tears rolling down my cheeks...i dunno wat d tears represent...its either sad or happy tears...one thing i noe..wen i wake up i dun feel sad or happy at all bt altogether d tears did roll everytym i haf dat dream. will d dream be true? aniwae apakah maksud di sebalik mimpi ini? ramadhan dis year make me even a hot tempered person...ini semua dugaan...aku lebih cepat melinting drpada bersabar...its just dat people in this house really make ma blood go upstairs u noe..EVERYDAY like dat...tk balek modal aku ade high blood pressure karang...CHOI! CHOI! CHOI! oh yar! d other tym lia n i applied for a ticketing job at sentosa...den one evening after buka i received a call...i just ignored d call coz i dun recognise d no. lia received d same call bt she picked up..bt den she said dat she's in d toilet...haha...n guess who called? apparently someone from sentosa...i double check wif ma bro n he said yes.dats a number from sentosa! aku kol2 balek ar no. tu...bt it was ngage all d tym..den skali tu aku kol..."u have reach our sentosa office..our office will b open from 9 to 630.."yg aku hairan kan is dat...die tutup kul 630 tp org tu kol aku after 7...hahaha...dats all d HAPPENING in ma life..haha...wanie signing off...DAH!!=WaNie=Labels: ikot hati, mati...
