Wednesday, April 30, 2008
firstly, these are for the guys out there...U GUYS ARE SELF CENTREDCRUEL CREATURE...MOST CRUEL ONES ON EARTHU GUYS ARE JUST DAMN PLAIN SHIT!! GET IT??!secondly, these are for YOU young lady!...KNNCCB!!!STOP COMPLAINING AND PLEASE DO YOUR WORK!STOP ACTING DUMB!STOP TALKING TOO MUCH!BE THANKFUL THAT OTHERS ARE HELPING YOU!today is not a good day for me...dumb strucked with the problem today...do not know how to solve the problem...just do anyhow...cried in front of BF because of the stupid damn science module...a laughing session and a hurt session with BF...*jokes may be taken seriously*...i just lost the touch and feeling...sometimes i love but sometimes i am being patient...because of the love i received, i stay strong...because of your smile, my heart melt...because of your hugs & kisses, i go crazy...because of your high expectation from me, i go bonkers....what is the meaning of my life then?allowing others to make me as a scapegoat? to make others happy and sacrifice my own happiness? to make someone else run my life?im making the wrong turn..im making others to make decisions for me till i got no more room for consideration...its ok...i will let faith bring me to where i am suppose to be...i will cry my heart out whenever im in a deep shit...cry as if there is no tomorrow...as day goes by im trying to be stronger...for you, my dearest mum....as day goes by im trying to be more patient...for you, my beloved boyfriend....20 years have past, and now im here to make you proud...3 years have past, and now im locking you as my first and last love...so people...please...do understand my situation...i BEG you...please...for my dearest friend ever, i may not be in your shoes, but i felt it too...the friendship is priceless for you, but too bad she doesnt treasure you...i will always be by your side...i may not be your greatest,best,coolest or close friend...but! you are my friend! and just remember the message farhanah forward to us about friendship...my friend, I LOVE YOU.for my lovely friend ever, i may not be in your shoes, but i felt it too...it was too deep to avoid...the love,the promises...yes! i know...they make you alive again...but remember promises are meant to be broken..and love is made up of a heart shape and not a circle*hope you understand what i mean here*....broken pieces can be mend, InsyaAllah....you have to stay strong,percaya kepadaNYA sahaja...berserah...and one last thing i want you to know...I LOVE YOU.to kodok,moi,effa & fadh...I LOVE YOU GUYS AS WELL...=WaNie=Labels: sorry for the harsh words..yes i know its a little too explicit..so sorry...
