Thursday, May 22, 2008
6th day and still counting...yesterdae did talk to him...coz of his messages i become weak in the heart...i become a stupid damn girl...i give in to him...but it aint help...at the end of the day we still quarelled and i blow my top!regret for replying his messages...regret for telling him his mistakes...why? BECAUSE IM STARTING TO MISS HIM!!!the past few days, without his messages i can still breathe...why? because i was really angry with him...after telling him his mistakes, i felt guilty...he said that i've hurt him..and that makes me guilty...arh! damn! i hate this feeling...i aint in the wrong but yet i felt guilty...damn!"being attached doesnt mean we have the right to stop our partner from doing things...doesnt mean we have the right to forbid them from being friends with whoever they want...being steady is just a situation whereby both of us know that we are into each other and that we are in the stage of getting to know more, not in the stage of having to gurantee that we BELONG to each other..."...took dis from a friend's blog...wanted to msg him that bunch of words..but later he will leave me be....leave me alone..let me doing whatever i want to do and act as if he isnt a part of me anymore...i dont want that...but i want him to realise what im going through...but i dunno how to tell him...urgh!i WANT him...i NEED him...i LOVE him...i DISKLIKE some parts of him.... ='(ahmad rohani...have u ever realised my love for you? have u ever realised i have changed bit by bit just for u? have u ever realised all my actions are for u? HAVE U EVER REALISED MY SWEETLOVE?questions that will have no answers...=WaNie=Labels: slashing my heart bit by bit...
