Wednesday, June 04, 2008
u keep letting me down over and over again.... n what did i do ?? i just let u be...im weak...!! im stupid!!! IM VERY VERY STUPID!!uuurgghh!!! i hate my stupidity!!!today's our 2 yrs n 10 mths anniversary....i didnt ask u out...coz im broke...and i do not wish to be disappointed by watever reason u will be giving me when i ask u out...so, i just kept quiet...in d afternoon u msg me and ask me out...i was over the moon...bt i didnt show...intended to watch a movie...bt it was raining at ur side...and u said in d evening onli we go out...i was ok wif dat....i waited and waited....waited till im tired of waiting and i just gave up in dreaming of going somewhere nice wif u...in d end u messaged me and said dat u will be meeting me at 830 and we are just going jp!!! wat d heck rite?? and somemore bring ma darling along...i dun mind about bringing ma darling...bt i waited for so long and u said we will just go jp! wat do u take me for, sayang?im so disappointed...when i met u, i didnt show ma disappointment but i acted as if nothing happen.we laughed, we joke, we smile at each other...i guess u just didnt realise my disappointment....told u about wat happen at home earlier on...and u became pissed off...u made d dae a bad dae for me...really...u msged me abt hw pissed off u were...and den i replied u and u thought i was being rude to u!oh ma gosh! i just dun have a stand in d relationship do i?=WaNie=Labels: im always being blamed and regarded as the black sheep...
