Wednesday, August 20, 2008
almost a week i have not post anything...
since i stopped blogging on d 14th..so i will just blog abt wat happen from 15 onwards aye...
15th august...followed ma sis to rebond her hair..AGAIN...like a dumbass sit there for hours...bt one thing ar...tk pernah aku dgr salon kasi customer die mkn heavy2..kakak aku dpt dat priviledge...haha...kasi meja skali u noe! haha...
after dat went home to get ready to meet ma BABES n HUNK...bt d plan was COCKED UP...ma blood was over 100 degree i can say...because of one the other also affected...bt d end we still meet up...BUT! we meet up in FEAR...FEAR of saying d wrong things to make matter worst...FEAR dat d other person will blow the anger towards us...easy said..we FEAR to face her...really sia..haha...wanie konon nye dulu gansgter terus jdk kecut! haha...bt thank god..nothing of dat sort happen...haha...
den we went off to marina ar...dat stupid bowling place another cocked up place! we couldnt get any lane coz there was a company's event going on...so we had dinner and head down to vivo for desert...haha...
nisah bought a small cake for d 5 of us and i dun like d cake dat much because got banana! yucks! bt! nisah...thx aurite! =D bought b n j ice creams as well...yummy! bt went it was mixed wif choco mint..yucks! haha...
den home sweet home...took bus from boon lay mrt...and fanah said dis..."eh...zaman bile ko naek bus? slalu nye jln kaki..."..haha...abeh nk bercerita dgn fanah..so naek lar kite bus same2..
16 n 17...work as usual...and being extended as usual...so sucky i tell u...on the 16 work was okok bahx..bt on d 17..wakao! i gt one customer who was so not satisfied...he ordered bt he still have to wait for his food...wen he couldnt take it anymore...he shouted.."WHERE IS MY FOOD!!! I HAVE WAITED HERE FOR SO LONG...!!!"...to make matter worst...i dunno how to handle dat kind of customer...dat was ma first experience beb...den ma manager took over...gedebak gedebuk...he throw his hashbrowns and drinks on d counter and demand for a refund...in d end...he did get his refund...bt yet...he still made a complain...not complain against me getting his food late..bt against ma manager...and yes...ma manager was called up to d HQ...i felt guilty n scared i can say...and since den till now...people keep asking me to explain wat happen...i was so stressed abt dis ok! smpai menangis nangis aku...
18...went out wif BF...1st stop: BBDC...change from manual to auto and ma BF was angry wif me for changing course...booked ma 3RD FTT...yes...ma THIRD time...it will be during the raya...please GOD do help me pass...at bbdc itself only i have already burn a hole in ma pocket...its true wen people said dat u need lots of money to take a car licence...i agree wif it 100%! after dat went to ma sch to submit a form to pay my next semester sch fees...bt den i got the wrong form..so it was a wasted trip...den tot of watching movie...bt all the timing in the evening..so we decided not to watch..den we went off to geylang!! wee!!!~~~ my nasi ayam penyet!!! we had nasi ayam penyet for our breakfast cum lunch...and i also had the chendol..it was a very long time since i last had the chendol in geylang man...mayb 10 yrs? like dat ar....den we went home...we were like stupid kids sitting at the mph waiting for d rain to stop...laugh non stop..doing stupid things as well...haha...bt went ma BF went back...i cried...dunno y...
19 and todae...work...and some colleagues were surprised to see me working..aha...and today is RJ last dae at work....im so going to miss him man...!! i tink i prefer to work on weekdays..better sia...morning not so many people...bt lunch there will be a huge bunch of hungy ghosts bt still managable...den ard 2 oclock not so many people again...i like it dat way man...if weekends...walau!! i cant even get to have my break till 2!! bueh tahan like dat...kalo bulan puase gitu...AKU PENGSAN DULU!! haha...
my ultimate plan was to leave u...so that u wont have conflicts with ur mother..so that ur mother wont say all those harsh words towards u anymore...so that u wont stress up abt choosing to please ur mum or please me...i know its hard on ur part....i rather be hurt and heartbroken all my life rather than u being treated coldly by ur own mother...its hard for me...really hard for me to leave u...bt dats d best choice....i guess...
bt now..the plan changed...i didnt have the heart to leave u...y? because the day i chose to tell u to just let the relationship go is also the dae u told me that u are sick staying at home and which to go far far away from home...i tink back..i dun have the heart to leave u wen u r in agony...u needed someone there for u..yes i noe ur cousin, bro and frends are there for u...bt there are only there wen it is regarding bikes...nt more than dat...will dey understand wat u feel? i doubt so...therefore, i chose to keep my ultimate plan...till...i duno when...i guess..till u r sick of me and tired of me...dat will be d best tym for me to ask u to bury dis relationship forever...gosh! im crying now.kk...stop it...haha
to that someone...ur apologies are accepted..bt the anger within is still there..im sowie if im throwing tantrums at u...i just so hate it wen im being cheated/duped or being lied at..yes i noe people do make mistakes...bt please...please think back wat u have done..do u tink people will accept ur reasons? i doubt so...oh well..u still my friend eventhough if u dun treat us like frends... =) to just let u noe...u r as important as they are to me...just think back and reflect aye.. =) anything just beep me up...i will always be there for u to look for...still loving u...
yizhen and gang....please do not forget dis old (as in the oldest among u guys) friend of urs... =)
=WaNie=
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