Friday, October 03, 2008
Selamat Hari Raya to all muslims in the world..hope u guys are together with ur love ones...
todae is already 3rd syawal...and wanee's bdae!! =D happy bdae babe! love ya!
lets update abt my syawal celebration dis yr...hhmm...
1st syawal..ma house was still havoc with all the things around the house...eventhough we stay awake till 4++ bt yet the house still in a mess the nxt morning..haha...so...morning syawal after the prayers we were still cleaning d house..hehe....and we left our house for nenek's house at 3++.....first time seh go out so late... went i reach nenek's house...most of my other relatives has gone to their in-laws..so there is just ma nenek, d maid and my uncle's family....den waited for cik nah to come down to nenek house...coz after dat we went to her house...
went my cousins at nenek's house wif me...i just keep quiet..i dunno y....i just dont feel the urge to talk to dem...really....ma cousins were the who talked to me...
ali: kak, poly ehk?
wanie: ah. (looking away)
ali: amcm? ok?
wanie: ah, ok ar.
den dats it! no more conversation....i tink im getting further away from my cousins...i wonder y...i didnt even take d iniative to talk to my gal cousin who i used to be close wit...i just prefer to stay away from people...bt i want to go visiting....super confuse kan? haha...oh well....
den yesterdae went to my paternal nenek's hse and kak linda's hse....
yesterdae went to sch half way through... =D bt i feel its wasted...wanna noe y??? I WENT OUT OF MY HSE AT 630!!! went hme ard 1 plus after the fund raising meeting..den end up went out dkt dgn maghrib....hot aje kan!!! aside from that...ma dad iron ma sis baju kurung bt yet she isnt going...and didnt iron my baju kurung bt yet im going! saket sungguh ati nie...mcm terus tk nk gi seh...bt yet still go... hehe....
at nenek's hse....i just sit down without even saying hello to my little gal cousin...mcm i feel like that i want to be alone rather...haha....ma uncle ask me questions and i just will answer with a one word answer...tp bile dh kluar umah die terus mulut ah ko mcm machine gun beb! haha...
went at nenek's house..watch tv3 berita...(aku tau dlm byk2 citer asl kena tgk berita)...haha...since ma uncle switch it to that channel...so watch lorhx...and i feel so sad...and i feel that i regret all the oppurtunity i have here in Singapore...in Msia even only 1st there's alot of sad stories..mane yg kena tembak...mane yg kena rompak....mcm2....haiz.... den at baghdad...muslim people were solat-ing aidilfitri...the yahudi bomb the mosque down...sianx or sianx rite...1st syawal beb! aku rase org2 nie semua tkde public holidae ar....raya pn nk keja! mepek betol!
den kat indon lak....kapal leh msk 50 org je tp org kapal tu punye tamak pegi angkot 100++ org! bodoh ke bodoh??? in d end all cannot go back balek kampung...poor thing rite...sianx....
i am super fortunate to be here in Singapore...around my family and love ones...Thanks Allah...
todae mayb going to mak oteh's crib...dunno who's going as well...i will just follow d flow since i wanna b a loner dis aidilfitri....
hhmm...my relationship is okok onli....not much communication like before....i feel like there's a barrier btw us rite now...bt i noe i still love him... =)
these are just random pics i wanna put..ahaha...eemm...dats all i guess...
Selamat Hari Raya once again!!!
=WaNie=
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