Wednesday, November 19, 2008
my mood started out ok todae..den suddenly in the evening when its time to go home..suddenly my mood changes...serious sucks...i was like banging ma hp..shouting at ibu (which make me guilty after dat)...cursing ma bro...angry at BF...den i cried...i just feel so fcuked up...i dunno why...mayb its because of what im going through now...i was like feeling like half hearted to go home...nt often i feel dis way...just now i feel like asking peeps yg maseh dlm class dis.."ade sape2 nk lari drk rumah tk?"..haha..i noe its a stupid qn...bt dat was wat i feel earlier on..really....and earlier on was the slowest walking pace sia...super slow just now i walked...my legs felt so heavy to go home....in the train..ma features was like the most unfriendly person ever in the train...ma face was like tgh bingit giler baung....frowning and i will just jeling to whoever that looked at me....urgh!!! why am i so weak???? i want to be strong!!! God, please help me...please....=WaNie=Labels: the more u are away...the more i need u..I NEED U...
