Monday, November 10, 2008
i envy couples who hold hands...
i envy couples who laugh and smile at each other...
3 years have pass..and we are still together...
can u believe it, BF?
i just cant believe it...
the longest relationship ever...
the guy that i NEVER EVER wish to get together with,
happen to be my longest love...
and most probably my husband, InsyaAllah...
i dun want to be friend you just because
you are dark...
i want my companion to be fair skin....
bt God open my heart and put u in there...
i have to accept it coz i start to love you from
the 2nd meeting onwards...
3 yrs have passed...
and now u WARNED me that this is the 3rd yr...
the crucial yr...
i cried when you WARNED me...
i feel that u feel insecure...
fear that i will leave you...
but!
the fear im facing is deeper then yours, BF...
now im all alone...
fighting the war on my own...
u werent there for me....
we no longer have long long chats...
we no longer converse...
when i meet u up...i will always
pretend to be happy...
i fear to open myself coz
im scared...
scared whatever i do
wont please u...
BF, i have lost u...
bt u said it will only be temporary...
i hope so...
i really do...
i need u back...
so that i wont have to go thru
the war on my own...
BF, with u in my life...
there's light...
there's love...
i love u as much as i love
my God
my Prophet
my religion
my MUM & DAD...
i just wanna let u know that,
U ARE A BIG PART IN ME...
so, please..come back..
im lost...
=WaNie=
Labels: sorry for emo-ing...
